Bad day.

Had the most horrible say of my life.

Why the heck was i even crying about it. Felt like i was to blame for everything, like i was the only one at fault. I'm sorry i'm not people famous, i'm sorry i do not know everyone, i'm sorry i feel easily insecure.

I just felt that someone could have taken a first step in making me feel welcome into the group, considering the fact that i did not attend camp already, but obviously nothing was done. I would in the case feel that i'm not welcomed, hence keep mum about it. And now because of that reason, i'm kicked out.

I know i'm at fault as well for expecting someone to add me into the group. But well this is exactly what i felt and is feeling from my point of view. I just felt that it was unfair towards me. Felt that all the fault and blame for why i was kicked out was all my fault, and that i was the only reason why this happened.

This is too unfair. Really unfair.