Saturday, January 7, 2012

repel


feeling so stressed up thanks to the portfolio i'm suppose to come up with by monday.
having to visualise how i want to arrange/layout my works into an a3 board, having the need to resize, print, spend money, i really don't want to do this. i just want to curl up and take a break and sleep.
with the minimal amount of work i have, further more, most of them aren't even of top standard.
i really don't know what good it will be. asking us to do last minute for the portfolio, taking away of breaks.
have you ever thought that maybe we really need that day, to rest, to prepare.

i know this is what i chose, what i allowed myself to be put through. but seeing myself not even producing good works is just idk, disappointing. yes i am disappointed with myself.