An arcade machine

ni hao ma?

2012-02-01T00:13:00.004+08:00

a lovely sleigh ride with you.

first assignment today. le sigh.

i hope the whole sketching and painting process goes well

not exactly looking forward to getting some parts of it even started.

okay, maybe i'm suppose to have already started it.

but this is #db38 style.

"the art of bochup-ness" - junyi

i miss #db38 from the bottom bottom of my heart dearly. ♥♥
-

had a nice dinner & lepak session with khauu today/yesterday

dinner-ed at 18chefs. had the usual.

went to daiso to search for possible identities. socks. shades. bag. etc

need to get the bag production started soon.

that's all folks.

odd.

2012-01-31T00:33:00.001+08:00

the rest of the photos from steamboat reunion that day with my babygirls.

khauu/2 person identity day/lunch/bigbricks+littlebricks/tkd/grading/next wk/work/pay
new block/des h&c/2dart/money/colour pencil/pastels/9-3/nicholas/chat
chef/maggi+ingredients/chopping/cooking/~~ifeelawesomeforcookingformyfamily~~/.ai files

kthxbye.

fairytale

2012-01-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

i think the stories i've been reading on wp has been getting to me.

or maybe its just my personality acting up.

or maybe its just me thinking too much as usual.

have the tendency to over-think stuffs. le sigh.

blue.

Happy CNY

2012-01-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everybodyyyy.
2 days of cny for me was for me to rest and recover. Been sick for almost a week and surviving on medicine from home. Only went to visit the doc on eve, thankfully the clinic was open. Was prescribed the biggest antibiotics pill i have ever seen. its like really HUGE. And alot of other pills and cough syrup. Would say this year cny is like really short can. like not enough.

Can't wait for later tonight's dinner. Steamboat with my girls ! Feels like ages since i last saw them. Owe them their christmas present, le sigh. like really long, ever since my birthday :< I think its like our first CNY Reunion in our years of friendship. hahaha. but this new year i would say i'm most satisfied with what i wore. No dresses, no heels. Don't have to worry about leg pain or skirt flying around. Wore my boots the whole cny. love it to the max. thank God i bought more socks that day with felly at daiso. wooooo !! $2 socks ftwww \m/ Want to get moreee nicer prints and designs, but like so hard to find. Couldn't even find any in bkk lah.

Group work coming to an end soon. Final presentation on thurs, hope all goes well later today. Quite alot to be done. So glad to be working with such an awesome bunch of people. Would say one of my most anticipated group work. Had a really good time working with them. ^^

KHAUUUUUUUUU

2012-01-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

Had my first dinner with Khauu. Had a really fun time, & i'm damn glad that i didn't feel all that awkward. Had a crazy mad laughing time with them, photobooths, youtube videos, thai advertisements. Overall, I had an awesome time. Khauu is awesome !! <3

Bad day.

2012-01-14T23:41:00.001+08:00

Had the most horrible say of my life.

Why the heck was i even crying about it. Felt like i was to blame for everything, like i was the only one at fault. I'm sorry i'm not people famous, i'm sorry i do not know everyone, i'm sorry i feel easily insecure.

I just felt that someone could have taken a first step in making me feel welcome into the group, considering the fact that i did not attend camp already, but obviously nothing was done. I would in the case feel that i'm not welcomed, hence keep mum about it. And now because of that reason, i'm kicked out.

I know i'm at fault as well for expecting someone to add me into the group. But well this is exactly what i felt and is feeling from my point of view. I just felt that it was unfair towards me. Felt that all the fault and blame for why i was kicked out was all my fault, and that i was the only reason why this happened.

This is too unfair. Really unfair.

2012-01-13T02:47:00.002+08:00

I hate sad endings because i believe in happily ever after.

好朋友

2012-01-09T22:43:00.001+08:00

i miss this guy.

repel

2012-01-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

feeling so stressed up thanks to the portfolio i'm suppose to come up with by monday.
having to visualise how i want to arrange/layout my works into an a3 board, having the need to resize, print, spend money, i really don't want to do this. i just want to curl up and take a break and sleep.
with the minimal amount of work i have, further more, most of them aren't even of top standard.
i really don't know what good it will be. asking us to do last minute for the portfolio, taking away of breaks.
have you ever thought that maybe we really need that day, to rest, to prepare.

i know this is what i chose, what i allowed myself to be put through. but seeing myself not even producing good works is just idk, disappointing. yes i am disappointed with myself.

untitled post entry

2012-01-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

bummer.

hello january

2012-01-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

5 days into the new year. nothing happening yet.
reality check: i feel like i'm graduating tomorrow.
TP open house tomorrow. have to say des school's installations are really cool and awesome.
i think i'm only excited for des's open house, other schools ? mehhhh. :-/
DYB poster is so pretty i got nothing to say. The b/w set is so wow. just wow.
i think i'm going to be reminded that the design working society outside is practically like a jurassic park. rawr.

in conclusion.

2011-12-31T01:50:00.001+08:00

2011 has been a really awesome year for me. one of the best i'd say.

thank you everybody who has made this year a really really special one

my babygirls. jac, ting, qing, uni

doc kwaleh.

douchebags38. douche girls. junyi, cher, gera, joyce, sufeng, jingyi, mingz mum, yujing, tess, jill, lindz.

movie buddies. ellie, lock.

not to forget. jes, sut, naomi.

and everybody else!

Merry Quizzzmessy!

2011-12-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

Haven't updated in awhile. Heh.
School break, Church camp, Group 3, bonding, Thank you Lord, mentoring, family, missing DOTC1, missing ellie, missing jes, missing lock, missing sut, missing nidia, missing anza, missing junyi, missing douchegirls, flight, airport, aeroplane, passport, ticket, thailand, bangkok, tomorrow, shopping, night markets, christmas, christmas gifts, end of year, 0101, bbq, douchebags38.

Updating this space before i leave for bkk tomorrow afternoon. Hope everything goes well while i'm there. Gonnna shop till i drop, jealous much ? :> Anw, merry christmas in advance everybody! Hope 2011 has been a good year for you all.

wo xiang nian ni men lei...

For now.

2011-12-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

"So my dream isn't to become the "best", its to be someone who I'm not ashamed to be." - Key

_______________ _

2011-12-10T18:25:00.001+08:00

I had a really kinda pretty bad week.

Need a break. I really need a break.
Been feeling too stressed up and pressurized lately that all i do is keep breaking down.
I wasn't like this before. I wasn't this weak, i wasn't this fragile.
I was definitely much stronger. What happened to me?
Everything that i thought was okay didn't turn out okay. Definitely not okay.

Birthday started off pretty well, with totally no expectations to being surprised. And to being disappointed over again, same situation. To being pissed by someone.

Maybe i'm the only one who always sees things, relationships so importantly, making me so vulnerable to getting myself hurt.

But what made me upset the most is about my family. I thought you all wouldn't do it again already, but yet you did. How am i to know you all won't keep doing it every single year? I don't know. I'm mad, yes i am. Am i really asking for too much? Is a dinner that difficult? Thank you for leaving me alone to eat dinner, thank you for letting me sing myself a happy birthday song and thank you for letting me make wishes and blow candles all alone. Alone.

I'm done with birthdays. Really.

Black Reunion Day

2011-12-01T01:49:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to DOC Camp with the craziest bunch of people i've ever met. Can totally imagine how crazy it would be, esp with Anza & Nidia as the emcee. Hahahaha. I like the fact that alot of us from kwa' leh are in DOC Subcomms !!!! Watching the Camp Ohana Video totally make me miss kwa' leh all over again, what more the above people who i'll be seeing more often now (i suppose) Would add a photo of jinglong but apparently no photos of him with the others that got accepted into DOC Subcomm :B

Kwa' Leh FTW \m/

P/S: Damn upset i can't go for DOTC 1 though, hope i won't be missing out alot.

broke

2011-11-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

Will some kind soul please sponsor me money for me to get this.
I would be absolutely grateful, really. Really.

Pretty please with a cherry on top ? :-/

musical

2011-11-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Feet 2 with Billy & Demas.
Last minute movie decision again!!! ._. So sad ellie couldn't come coz she promised Anza to stay back and finish up work. The movie was exactly what i was expecting after hearing about it from Cherie a few days ago. Too much singing, like adapting Glee with Happy Feet. Kinda disappointed but since it was what i was expecting then not much to expect also.

Anyway, half way through my marketing assignment 1 already, left with touching up on info and also citation and reference lists. No marketing lesson tomorrow and on friday also. But got photography classes on both -.- Friday got field trip to little india. Had exposure quiz today and only scored half, anyhow bomb one somemore. Hehehe. Bro's getting his PSLE results tomorrow, so yup. Don't know if i'm able to go. Have got DOC interview to attend either tomz or the next.

你是我眼里的苹果

2011-11-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Caught 那些年我們一起追的女孩 with billy yesterday. Last minute decision again. Hahaha. The movie was really funny and hilarious but really nice also! So many nice movies to watch recently. Everytime when i'm free got no movies, when i'm not free so many movies -.-

New block. Colin. Marketing. Happyhappyjoyjoy. Sadsadcrycry. Jedi. DB38. KL. Photog. -.- Shoots. DSLR. MAMA :-( Red Carpet. Le sigh. Companies. Theories. Junks. Chunks.

so little yet so many

2011-11-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

junne & gordon wedding/ blue roses/ flowers/ ceremonies/ mum & dad 18th anniversary/ finally getting sleep/ tkd/ megan/ angie/ junwei/ ryan/ leila/ misses them/ 3 weeks/ fellowship/ quizzes/ lunch/ samson/ sandwich making/ winning/ tired

yet another day at school tmr. 9 in the morning. god bless me.

One by one

2011-11-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

Final A2 Submission today. Omg like finally.
Fun and enjoyable module, but really tiring and expensive one too.

1. Sunshine plaza | db38 | a2 boards | school | submission

Have crash course with David tomorrow in school, and have to attend Junne & Gordon's wedding tomorrow afternoon. busybusybusy :>

bits of rain and patters of sun

2011-11-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

2011-11-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE I SWEAR.
I ASKING YOU COZ I REALLY NEED IT FOR SCHOOL WORK. I REPEAT SCHOOL WORK !!!!!!
SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE AND STUBBORN AND STUCK UP.
AND WTF YOU WANT ME TO USE MY DIGITAL CAM WHERE THE PHOTO QUALITY SUCKS AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I CANT BE BOTHERED TO ARGUE WITH YOU IS JUST COZ I DONT WANT TO PICK A FIGHT OKAY.

SO WHAT, A FUCKING DSLR IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MY EDUCATION AND RESULTS YA? OKAY FINE I GET IT. NEVER SEEN SOMEONE SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE AND RIDICULOUS BEFORE !

I HATE YOU.

sleepless nights

2011-11-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

work.

assignments.

shoot. me. now.

P/S: On a brighter note, there's only 1.5 more week left to this shitty block.
P/P/S: I still miss douchebags38. #DB38

you're my superhero

2011-11-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

Been so busy that i barely have time for God.

So busy to the extent that the only time i pray would most likely be before dinner, and sometimes it only happens in church. Don't even have time to reflect on what has been going on in my life. Today, idk i went to church, seeing dad selling the book he published, signing autographs. Seeing that all expenses spent for the printing, designing, time spent on writing, just proves to me how much he loves you, how much he loves the church that all profits or earnings earned is going for the church rebuilding fund. While listening to Pastor Dai making announcements for dad's book, i really feel like drifted really far from you, and i'm really sorry for that.

Please forgive me. I'll work harder to become a better disciple.
Amen.

facade.

2011-11-05T01:08:00.001+08:00

I was reading a friend's tumblr post about friendship. which instantly led me to think about it again. I know i shouldn't be thinking about it already, but still you were once someone important to me. Someone i thought i could trust, no wait, in fact, someone i trusted. But one day, i can't even remember which, i don't even dare to talk to you, as if you suddenly became someone idk. Someone so distant.

How can i still trust you when there's someone else in your life ?
How am i to know that my thoughts and secrets are all well-kept?
How can i still believe you when you said i was still important to you ?
How do you expect me to react to the feeling where i felt like a close friend whom i have only known for months has became someone that i eventually trusted so much.

Your text messages replies, they always seem so irritated and that you always seem too busy. I'm sorry but i can't help but feel really insecure. I've been so used to texting you every single day, that i can't get use to how cold your replies were. I didn't know how to confront you about this, so i did what i've always been doing, avoiding, running, building up walls around me all over again. So one day i decided, you're not worth it.

And i left, i decided to avoid you completely, not replying your texts, avoiding you in school as best as i could. Obviously you didn't know why i was acting like this. I started getting irritated every time i see a message from you. Yes, it started becoming like this. So i decided to finally confront you. Told you why i was reacting like this. It doesn't make a difference, all i know is that i can no longer trust you. Because you broke the trust i gave you, for once i felt like there was someone genuine enough to hear all my complaints, all my family problems and even what a boring day i have had at school.

Then it all turned out to be lies.

#wurms

2011-11-04T02:09:00.002+08:00

dbworms

Brenielworm

Niraadworm

Now you know why i love douche bags 38, and why they are such awesome people.
Nyeheheheheheh ☺

cows and green grass

2011-11-02T03:24:00.000+08:00

bunch of lovely cows.

♥

drought and famine

2011-10-31T02:23:00.000+08:00

hectic.
tired. tired. tired.
really, really.
i want a

bre ak.

big grizzly brown bear

2011-10-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

If you have an apple and I have an apple and we exchange these apples then you and I will still each have one apple. But if you have an idea and I have an idea and we exchange these ideas, then each of us will have two ideas. — George Bernard Shaw

Jaclyn, Uni, Ziqing, Weiting.

Babygirl.

Julian. Clement. Ellie. Pam. Amirah. Jes. Nidia. Lock. Kwaleh

Ellie. Jes.

douchebags.

Cherz. Junyi. Jill. TC. Lindz. Jingyi.\

I miss all of them.

untitled

2011-10-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

ever since what happened the other time, we haven't talked for months, yeah a pretty long time. I know that the 'friends' term still exist but i just can't seem to bring myself to completely forget how hurtful and disappointing it was for me, and treat you like nothing ever happened before. that's who i am. so many unanswered questions, i just don't know how to voice them out, and all i do is end up keeping it all inside, and hiding them with other stuffs. you see things differently from the way i see things, maybe that's why up till now, i still can't completely forget everything. like simple things just reminds me of how disappointing it was back then. all my doubts and insecurities just starts floating to the surface. Fullstop

I thought you were different,

but all the disappointments just kept coming.

in simple words;

I'm

tired.

a little too little douche.

2011-10-24T23:46:00.001+08:00

facing 14 unfamiliar face, 14 strangers, 14 unfamiliar personalities, 14 spoil marketers.

the number 14 just became my least favourite number.

i can't stand the idea of separating with my class, and what am i to do when everything is fixed. all of our feelings are pratically cheated. so what if majority of my class is made up of only 8 douche, so what ? one less douche, it make a whole lot of difference. first day, and i don't like it already. the class is too quiet, and everything just dosen't feel the same anymore. i feel even more lost than on my official first day of school. although its only a short few months with them, they are like the people i see everyday every single module, and now what, i only see 7 other familiar faces everyday every module, what is this, seriously ? from vpess all the way to digital essentials, all the memories are still so strong and vivid, idk how to survive a whole year without them.

went to school today and i met geral, and first thing i did was hug her and tell her i miss her. well its true, first instinct is to hug her. i really miss all of the other douches, seeing how we have bonded and became closer in the past one or two months, is really heartwarming and now we are being separated just dosen't help at all, honestly. lunch everyday with them will never be enough for me, and definitely can never ever being compared to spending everyday in school with them, joking, laughing, teasing, fooling, goofing around, all the inside jokes, lame jokes. i don't know, its just ... there are just so many things we've done together that just make me treasure this class a whole lot more than any other classes i've been in before.

seeing tessa cry today during late lunch with the girls just makes me really upset, how there are so many things that just easily reminds us of what we've done before, what we've gone through as a whole class all together. small things like going to bookshop, buying a pack of cheetos, that easy to make us remember times spent during 3d. i think all of them would feel the same as me, there is nothing, i repeat, nothing for me to look forward in school anymore. yes, its that depressing.

i miss db38, every single one of them.

end

2011-10-23T19:08:00.001+08:00

school resumes tomorrow. dreads.

Itz a sunny sunny day under the ☼

2011-10-21T01:50:00.005+08:00

"‘Did she tell you what happened?’ ‘Not really. And that’s how I know it must be really hard for her. She tends to struggle through the big stuff all by herself.’" — One Tree Hill

/ Jill. Jingyi. Junyi. Lindz. Yujing. Cherz. Geral. Mingz. Sufeng. Joyce. Tess /

had the most amazing day out with the douche daughters. The most amazing group of girls i've met in poly. Really devastated & upset that we aren't in the same class anymore for the next semester (which we were supposed to be).

School won't ever be the same without the douche bags.

october.

2011-10-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

subcomm workshop. bbq. dsc refresh. worae. sentosa. prw'11. eighteen chefs. daiso. changi village. bored. bored. bored.
broke and left with nothing to do, so dead. all i wna do is nua in bed the whole day. sigh. suppose to be helping mummy to do some cooking, but i'm lazy. not to mention, i just realised something that annoyed me quite abit, considering if i should click the 'unfollow' button. mehhhhhhh.
till next time.

sugar spice and everything nice

2011-09-20T01:53:00.001+08:00

an hourglass of time

2011-08-16T22:40:00.006+08:00

"I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought, there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you."
— PostSecret of Sunday, March 16, 2008

Had Wola's dinner today, was kinda late and was rushing down from home to school, and i felt damn bad for letting everybody wait for me :-( Was suppose to be eating ikea's meatballs, but ended up at hbb opp school, coz some was afraid of the crowd at ikea. but overall, had alot of fun, and i laughed like mad thanks to adib laughing at yide's questions. hehe! :> have got frank stella's critique tomorrow, hope my sculpture will be alright, no idea how i'm bringing it to school tmr :o

a tale of seventeen candles and three friends

2011-08-15T19:56:00.006+08:00

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view— until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it."

— Atticus Finch, To Kill a Mockingbird

the two bestfriends i can ever ask for. this was taken during zhaf's belated 17th celebration, which was pretty fail but enjoyable coz he's fasting, so couldn't have cake for him. anw, the pictures will do the talking.

sweepdweep

2011-08-11T14:59:00.001+08:00

For every second that you're with me, i'm on silver clouds. To Find Perfect by Alyssa Shouse

Wires, wires, wires and even more wires. Completely lazy to finish my work even though there's critique tomorrow for 10, 30 and kinetic. Only halfway through my 30, and not even started on my kinetic. Was suppose to wake up between 8-10 to start work and finish by noon to watch drama, but overslept till 2pm. o.o

offset/

2011-08-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

Short meetup with zhaf & nic | DSC Camp. Wola. "Quiet". Oooo you touch my oohlala. | Haircut | 3D Art Fundamentals. Justin. Clay. Dirty. 10cm. 30cm | Kwaleh fail dinner. Gossips. Shocking | Zhaf's birthday. Fail convo call. Zhaf mini birthday celebration with felly @ prp. Candles. Paper cake. Fail surprise | Jac's. Photobooth. Jeans. Dinner | NDP cheering. Wire. Pliers. 10cm. 30cm. Brian dead | Forever ~~alone~~ lazy. Tetris battle |

Pretty much sums up what i've been up to recently. Too lazy to update or wdv, hehe. I should be doing my 30cm wire sculpture now, but i've been tetris battling the whole evening/night, and now i've updating the blog. :o just say i don't really feel like touching wire anymore today. maybe i'll start out a lil' later, but doubt i will. coz i'm still lazy. and my back and head hurts.

Douche Bags 38

2011-06-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

/ Me, Lindsey/

/Me, Lindsey/

(Lindsey, Junyi, Me, Geraldine, Cheire, Sufeng)

Our attempt at Jingyi's unglam face :0

During prev block, our first class lunch together.

(Missing out on Daniel &Niraad)

The group of ever-so-awesome peepz.

Majority of DB38, first bus ride together.

So damn grateful for the DB38, so damn grateful that i really cringed when what happened yesterday happened. Hope all is fine, don't want awkwardness between the group :-) Now i shall go back to drawing, vegetable still life sketching in progress.

zzzzzz

2010-08-05T17:23:00.001+08:00

I thought today was a friday and was about to tweet "TGIF" on twitter.

I want to drink starbucks's Java Chip, Coffee Bean's double choc with coffee base. Yummmehhh. I want cinammon melts too. Hungryyyy. Going home later to watch drama (pretty female lead, handsome male lead, handsome male co-leads.)

awwww.

2010-04-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

almost cried when i watched the hibb last epi cut.

why only 12 epi ? the vid pratically showed tears welling up in key's eyes and taemin's eyes.

seriously, i was like on the verge of crying alr. D:

HONG CHANDU !!!

2010-04-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

I (L) HONG CHANDU
I (L) HWANG BAEKHYEON

Irrestible ^^Y

HAAAAAPPPPPPPY BBBIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !!!!

2010-04-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY JONGHYUN OPPA !!!!

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY LIMHUIXIU TOOO !!!!

how about this

2010-04-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

hi.

I shall blog on thursday (0804)
Coz i think its a cool day and it gonna be a happy day.
And last but not least its it a special day.

signing off,
edr (secretly exiting ward 17 on my own)

p/s : ward 17 is some inside joke between xiu,xuan,zihui,and some others.
yay.

키 ♥

2010-03-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Seriously irresistable

2010-03-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hello Baby is AWESOME TTM x10000.
Laugh like mad ! LOL ^^

Holiday ain't like one at all )':

샤이니

2010-03-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

OMG.

how can be they ever be so adorable ?

I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.I ♥ SHINee.

awaiting their concert in Singapore.

stupid. fool. paranoid.

2010-03-12T18:30:00.010+08:00

firstly, happpppppppy birthday to TAN WAIYEE .

hehe, yep. you're sixteen already.

so there shouldn't be so much tears already okay ?

luv ya ttm ♥♥

have lessons later on at 7. maybe i should bring kayla along.

nah, i'm just lazy.

went to the library today to find books to read to keep myself occupied instead of thinking too much.

lol. i think its like in my hormones to think too much.

anw, today was last day of term 1. so meaning its holiday alr.

my holiday isn't really holiday lah. with lcci traning and bbq coming up.

kinda packed and booked through the holiday.

hehe, hardcore.

umm. don't read/click 'for more' if you don't want read my paranoid feelings.

i'm still upset. somehow.

even though today i finally managed to smile a \A/ and he smiled back, i don't feel happy. normally even with him around, i get butterflies in my stomach. but today, i just don't.

ugh, i'm getting so paranoid over this issue.

prolly coz you're such an irony.

what you say just simply contradicts to your actions.

why can't \A/ just do smth right now or maybe make me have butterflies, then i won't go and think about the issue anymore.

kbye.

how can someone ever look so cute !

2010-03-10T19:15:00.001+08:00

i wanna be Yoogeun !!!!

MASSIVE SPAM.
TELL ME YOU LOVE KEY & SHINee AFTER WATCHING ALL THIS :D

funny as hell.

2010-03-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

love key's reaction ^^

laugh my ass out

2010-03-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

i swear i laughed my ass out !!!!

cute as ever

2010-03-07T20:51:00.001+08:00

LOVE

spinning around.

2010-03-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

think i'm falling ill pretty soon.
been feeling nauseous and giddy with all the taxi and car rides.
this few days been really fun and probably the most embarrassing week of my life.
but nevertheless, gossip, laughing at others with gary, roy and wenxuan was fun.
just plain fun fun fun.
ok fine, AWESOMELY FUN.
seriously lmao !!

xoxo

2010-03-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

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happy and hippy

2010-02-28T17:33:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING AN AWESOME DRAMA AFTER MONTHS !!

53 episodes and a happy ending !!!! Cannot be any happier, wanna jump for joy lah :D
today A's C last episodes is coming out. Awesome, and after today's episode, gonna take a break from all this drama and concentrate on studies. Hehehe.

tomorrow's common test, nothing much to prepare since its all language papers, but still will work hard tomorrow. weather been really really hot, and i'm sweating like mad even with the fan on. grrr, what's wrong with the weather nowadays.

annw, someone need to take xray if injury continue to pain. and i just volunteered to reming him to eat his medicine during school hours. 你欠我一个人情了哦.

checking out gg's facebook page ^^ so many new photos and i didn't have time to check it out :D gotta go. toodles;

i'm back

2010-02-26T22:57:00.004+08:00

deleted previous post. things are back to normal. yay.
i'm posting because i promised a 2 year old going on 12 year old little boy that i'll post about him.
so yeah. i don't exactly know what i'm supposed to post about him but i just post random stuffz lah k.

umm, this boy is really funny and kinda retarded at times, but never fails to make me feel that he's sucha joke. which to me is a funny matter. haha. if you ever read this, don't boast lah kay. this boy always injures himself and dosen't wanna go see doctor and always wait till damn pain then go see doctor. (like me) and i always have to make him promise me that he'll go see doc. tsk tsk. in conclusion, he a really fun person to be around. but he sure have a lot of bad habits lah .____. and unfortunately he's k12 :)

today been really HOT and sweaty day, with 1.5 hour of rugby and the massive hot weather, i had my fringe up the whole day. goodness, i can't stand the heat seriously ! but rugby was really really fun. lots of running and laughters. side passes and NO forward psses. haha, we always fail to remember that. haha. came home, rest for a while, napped till 5pm and went to the library with mom and elias to return books. and finally, 1 of my reserved books finally came after a freaking 3 months. still hafta wait for another one. after that, headed to yamaha while waiting for rongfu to collect his psp after 500 years. i still thought of wrapping it up and return him as his upocoming birthday the present. haha, not bad eh.

he's really low on cash lah, need to draw 10bux from atm. but he still treat me to iced peach tea from mos burger. yay. chat chat abit, then he followed me up to yamaha and left. haha attended guitar lesson and came back for tuition. the teacher was SUPER EARLY TODAY. he came at 8.13 instead of 8.30. but ended early also. ^^ and now i'm using the computer. re-edited my blog layout a little.

recently watched this :

Logan Lerman is just waaaayyyy tooo HOT and IRRESISTABLE.

P/S: updated vlnyr - get closer to God, daily prayers, study harder for Os, forgive and forget

OHMIGOD

2010-02-18T22:44:00.009+08:00

Caught this AWESOME/FABULOUS MOVIE today:

the whole show was undesribe-able. i kept out telling J how hot taylor lautner looked and how cute carter jenkins looked as well. HAHAHA.

i was searching on google the scenes from Valentine's Day and i found this. How cute !!!

Anways, joke of the day :

HAVE YOU ENCOUNTERED YOUR FRIEND SEATING BESIDE YOU WHO SPILLS POPCORN IN A CINEMA ? PROBABLY YES, BUT WHAT ABOUT SPILLING POPCORN EVEN BEFORE THE MOVIE STARTS, ADVERTISEMENTS HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED !!!

omg, i laughed my ass out before the start of the movie, and i seriously CANNOT stop laughing and had to suppress my laughter for a while. hahaha. i just kept laughing and it eventually became my joke of the day ^^ Anyway, today was a pretty good day. Planned to go for a haircut with J but the salon was close, how funny. so end up went to buy cake for dad, coz its his birthday, can't rmb how old he is but same age as S'pore is this year, hehehe.

Toodles ~

BLUE TOMORROW ♥

2010-01-31T14:59:00.002+08:00

AWESOME !!!!!
KYUHYUN & RYEOWOOK's SINGING IS THE AWESOME+EST !!!!!! (L)

TTL

2010-01-31T14:49:00.003+08:00

Not bad :)
found this on xuan's blog. so went on to hear it.
awesome, kpop ftw.

sundays blues

2010-01-31T14:24:00.004+08:00

" i'm heart broken.
not only that.
I'm devastated, disappointed, furious, rejected, despondent, downhearted, glum, tristful, bitter, somber, wistful, languished, doleful, troubled, pensive, disheartened, and ultimately down in the dumps.
~!@#%^&*(*&@$&^!@$##@!! "
(via epiclifepass - xuan's blog)

I'm heartbroken,
and sad, unhappy, depressed, bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, despair, down, down in dumps, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, grieved, in the dumps, languishing, low, low-spirited, pessimistic too.

I can't get over the fact that _________________________.
It's just damn sad and awful :(
Wanted to cry ytd , coz 胸口闷闷的.
T.T fail.

me and xuan feels the same way :(

好像漂浮了好久

2010-01-30T12:45:00.001+08:00

out of the blue

2010-01-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

(so sudden. just shocks me and i stared at the screen. it kept me thinking.)

no sunshine smiles today :(

hotttnesssss >.>

2010-01-11T21:27:00.007+08:00

followed up on http://www.epiclifepass.blogspot.com/ post on guys ^^

#1) Kyuhyun from suju
#2) Ryeowook from suju
#3) KEY from SHINee
#4) Nichkhun from 2PM

fantastic everlastic

2010-01-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

New year resoultions :
1) revise work and prepare for O's

yup that's all for now :3

2010

2010-01-02T14:20:00.004+08:00

thank God its 2010 already !!!
awesome !!
however it isn't really good news for me as its the O Levels already !!!
which obviously i'm not ready for. which is bad news. >.>

and i'm not done with homework which is very bad news. left with 7 essays, 2sbq and maths revision and tuition homework. how ??
and coral extended school hours eveyrday which is really
un-awesome :(

anw, new year resoultions are otw ( grins* ) :B
hahaha, school starting in 2 days and i'm not ready for it at all.
off to twitter ^^
quake ask me to study out today but ended up he caught my flu, i really hope he is fine.
means i have to study at hoem with more than enough distractions around me.

holymamacow

2009-12-31T00:03:00.003+08:00

redid the blog (abit). hahahaha.

wenzxuan house today and think its was pretty fun (?) hehehe.
that birthday girl is tmr !!
gotta go. nightiezzzz bbyz !!!

The Outing tmr

2009-11-09T13:02:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow gonna be a busy day i guess ? Gonna meet up with my girls + clique and head over to Clive's house for 'outing'. Better than no gathering at all. Then 11-13 would be 1/5's chalet, therefore won't be able to blog alot coz will be busy for the next few days helping mom with the chalet food and what notz.

Anw, got tkd later one. switched timing due to outing with my girls + clique tmr. and and imma go on a diet this holiday, getting fatter by the day. T.T Hahaha, anw, gotta go have my lunch. Hope om bought something healthy for me.

Lastly, i think 吴建豪 is super cute ^-^ Luvx :D

back to ASA

2009-11-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

hey guys ! my blog is reopened :D plz tag alright ?

holidays are here and i seriously can't wait to go overseas and shop till i drop. still need to do alot of shopping in s'pore after i come back. can't wait. step-up programme been fine, boring but manage to pull through ^^

okay, shall post pictures in the next post. Luvx.

Blogger is fine already, yay.

2009-08-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

Figured out how to solve the problem but srrently, i'll be at http://allstarsabove.wordpress.com/ for the moment, prolly for another week or so, then i'll be back here, to change a new blgoskin.

P/S Regarding the recent post on wordpress, i am fine already. No worries.

bounced

2009-08-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

www.allstarsabove.wordpress.com
xoxo, Eudora Miraclez.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DB ^^

2009-08-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

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Today is my bro the special day ehz. Happy birthday ! Turn 15 le, but act like some 3 year old kid. Hahaha, continue to shine in god's light and oh well, just contin being yourself. Hope you like the pyjamas i got you. Hahaha, inside joke. Only me and him knows and oh wenxuan as well. Kekeke, had a good laugh while chatting last night with that him.

Messaged at 12am but still wasn't first. But never mind, got wish can le. I stayed up so late just to message him can, then today morning i was almost late for school coz i woke up at 6.36 although earlier than yesterday but today i was more tired than yesterday. Woke up and went straight to the toilet with my eyes half open and kept yawning throughout the day. I even counted how many times i yawn during history lesson, and i passed the virus to wenxuan, And i counted 20 times, like my record can. Kept yawning like mad, and history is a lesson which i can't sleep in and i just wasn't in the mood to sleep coz today is a happy day. After recess i went back to class and saw xinhui and gang, i said hey and said today is a happy day.

I am becoming more and more random lately, keep waving frantically at wenxian and saying hey to people i meet in the library and at apsn yesterday. Apsn trip was fine but i yawned alot as well. Me need to get more sleep or else i will become panda le T.T

Well, today is uber happy day. ( 12am, wow, i kept my promise :D )

i wished ...

2009-08-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

Can things be back to square one, its making me really scared right now, really really afraid.

stop crawling back up my mind.

2009-08-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

New blogsong updated.

You kept creeping back up my mind, facing you my whole mind goes blank, i can't even move and scares the hell out of me. Why ? I want to get your care and concern out of my head, i don't want to look back anymore. Why aren't you helping me at all ? Damn.

Today was a pretty tiring day for me coz i guess i slept pretty late last night doing social studies homework. New room is up but still very messy and unspacious. Still need a few more days to tidy up and get the furnitures. Went shopping for furniture today, took down some items planning to get them when dad comes back from America. Table, chair, drawer and my radio. Bought my mirror today, long awaited body length mirror.

Hopefully monday is able to go out with my girls and the bigger clique to catch the movie Up, i really want to watch that movie, first time i'm so excited about cartoon movies, Lol, maybe i getting younger ? ^^

Sorry for not posting for very long, been crazily setting up my new room and too many stuffs to shift here and there and that the computer table was crammed with loads of stuff only cleared today which i'm able to use today. Till another time, love.

Giving it all up.

2009-08-02T15:21:00.001+08:00

just go away.
leave me alone.
life sucks here.
fuck everything.

Speak up love.

2009-07-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

Today i had no more cramps, thanks. First period is maths and mr teo was absent meant free period, i went to sleep and listened to songs. I realsied something, hahaha. But i guess i was the only one who noticed it. I guess what they say, great minds think alike. \m/ Then was chemistry, miss chan thought us and i actually understood the mole concept so well. The only topic of chemistry i am confident about till now lah, maybe still got tougher parts in the mole concept. Hope able to cope o.o

Today is fri fri fri fri friday ! Which means weekend is here, came hoem around 4 pm and listened to songs and almost fell asleep but woke up to watch 100% entertainment. Cause today they are showing Show's 30th birthday celebration ! >.< And i decided that i'm not gonna buy db from ffs on fb anymore. Waste of ffs cash, coz i think hre's just so popular among his friends especially that girl who claims he is her goat. Wtv, think about it, angry already uhz. Some other thing regarding ffs luhz, i've got so much ffs cash now ! 8 Million plus le ^^

I have been replacing the word I with me when i speak nowdays. Like example: i think so too -> me think so too. I thought it sounds cool, kekekekekeke. I am like super bored coz i finished tuition homework which leaves me pratically nothing to do but tmr i'm gna head over to the library to reserve my two other books of gg and i'm done with this novel ! Whoopies, happy coz it took me so long to finish that novel.

Me wants packet milo :D

hoppity hop.

2009-07-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Wenxian & Show.

Changed blogskin for 1/5 again and my own blogskin. Still not use to using navigations. Give me somefeedbacks alright ? So afraid not nice coz its kinda messy and chunky. Today was a kinda horrid day with cramps starting from last night till end of school today. Wanted to go home but told myself have to endure coz needed to attend wenxian suprise party after school, and i managed ! Swallowed 3 small bottle of bzy and the pain only went away for like a few minutes. Shit but after school, it was much better. Now its my nose giving me so much problem. Ahchooooooooooooooo!

Stomach hurt like fuck during first few periods, slept through english, gave pe a skip, and was awake during mother tongue. After school, attended wenxian's suprise, i kept saying he's my dog for the day. Walked around coz needed to bring him else where while the others set up the cake. Roy came to talk to wenxian and this was what happened.

Eudora: Eh we (me and wenxian) going on a date, you don't come disturb.
Roy stares and walk away. ROFL.

But of course just joking luhz, coz i needed to find excuse to lead him away from canteen. It was a success and a blast although not many people turned up but still the cake was awesome esp the blueberries in the middle. Lady and Luv managed to trick wenxian and cake got onto his face. Hahahaha. he even really thought we were going to watch the movie up (which is not even out yet). Super hilarious, when i heard luv and Lady talk about it i pratically laughed so hard can. >.<

After that went home with huiying, train home then off to my 100% Entertainment. Today's is Show's 30th birthday if i am not wrong from what alien said on the show. Happy birthday to you.

Seems like not alot of people tagging my blog le, come one people. Don't just read and go, be polite and leave a tag, it leaves me a better impression of you alright ? Hahahaha, Please, and also click on my nuffnang its at the profile section. And follow me on twitter lehz, need more followers ^^

http://twitter.com/Allstarsabove

i want to tell my story

2009-07-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me to, if you're not interested. You expect me to read your mind like i'm reading a book. Thank you for thinking that i know you that well, fyi I DON'T. It sucks when you keep giving me the suck up attitude and expect me to endure with you. Fyi, i don't have the same kind of personality as you. You and I come from different worlds, but we try to click, at least i try to. Stop making me feel like i'm making the wrong decision, i don't want to regret and keep looking back to the past to look for more options (not love). Nothing's fitting in right now, everything just not the right piece of puzzle. Stop making me feel so awful, sad and what not. I really wish i can be like you, open-minded and always optimistic, but this is my limit. Although i don't say it or express it to you, afraid of letting this come to end and i take it all by myself, i hope you can realise it yourself but i guess even this small request is too much for you to fufill right ? Maybe God place us in two different world has its meanings.

jumping away.

2009-07-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

Blogger beens a bitch lately. Posting's alignment all wrong. wtf.

Feel the rain on your skin.

2009-07-15T11:01:00.003+08:00

Photographed by : yours truly.

E-Learning is so shitty alright. I can't even concentrate my mind of the works given with then internet available for me to use. Damn, but at least i'm close to finihs already. Left with some that i can't find on the portal, like social studies, literature and physics. So glad i'm almost done, so now i can like use the com at ease. Anw, thanks roy for helping out. My hip is getting more and more painful, i have got no idea at all how i hurt it. Maybe like what db said, maybe its the teacher's fault (giggles*)

Mum invited me to eat thai food with her at chinatown (she asked me to go there), but i didn't feel like it coz firstly its so far, secondly, my hip if damn pain to even walk around the house already. Thirdly, I AM LAZY.

Currently, i am very into those cameras above. Those big big kind, you know. The one above is spoilt le, and super old. Its the kind must use film one, so antique but its still useable if i send it for repair but i thnk its gonna cost a bomb. $.$

So tired as i woke up at 7 am today, like wtheckxz can. Stomach growling coz i only drank milk for breakfast. My breakfast is still on the dining table. Toooo lazy to even walk out and take it. I
want to eat but i don't want to be fat, considering my weight now T.T need go out for birthday gifts already, so many birthdays around the corner, you know you love me.

forget yesterday.

2009-07-14T19:38:00.004+08:00

DINO BROTHER,

GO ONLINE PLZ !

GO ONLINE PLZ !

GO ONLINE PLZ !

so booooooored .

For 2 days.

2009-07-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

FINALLY ! BLOGGER LOVES ME ^^ SO HAPPY.

First thing first, yesterday jon toh's birthday. Happy Birthday Blockhead :D Caught transformers on youth day, complete awesome show i tell ya. Have been gossiping alot with waiyee and Everything this few days. Ate alot of sweets as well, damn i need go dentist already le. Hahaha. School been quite alright, still able to cope with the current timetable. Next wednesday is e-learning day. No school, yayness. I just forgot how to spell wednesday, so i checked my phoen calendar. -.-

Disappointed with g for everything, i don't what i can do to help you anymore. Tried my best, talk you round, seems like it ain't working. Then i really don't know what's the point of me being so worried for you every now and then. I really don't want to care anymore, whatever you want to do with your life just go ahead. I'm not gonna interfere anymore.

今天突然很不习惯没跟你聊天 ...

You can only love one.

2009-07-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

Blogger just didn't allowed me to upload pictures at all. I wanter to upload my daily blog picture and my new creation of caves. But it just hate me so much it couldn't upload pictures. Dang it. Its onyl the fourth day after the juen holidays and i already feel so tired and falling asleep in class. Neeeeeeeda buck up real badly. And and and suprise or not, i have got a new brother ! Lol, fake brother (borrows someone's term*).

That smartypants/blockhead birthday coming alr, dk what to get or even if i want to get something. Geez, money fly away already luh ! Lol, homework not really done yet. After i finish posting this, i think i'm off to get my work done. ^^y

Until next time.

(310th)

2009-06-24T08:35:00.005+08:00

Hello people. Guess what, school is reopening as usual D: Not done with homework yet, left with around three more subjects to do. Anyone want to help me complete physics, coz i got no idea what it is about. Damn, literature killing me. 17 pages of homework to do. 12 Chapters to read up on. Die already uh. Poa, killing me too. So many qns idk how to do.

Bought new school bag, jumps ! Someone i know don't know how to appreciate presents gievn to thme, then i leave them for myself :D Miss my girls alot coz for once we didn't go out at all y'know. So sad, don't know what happen to all the plans of going out, then become like that luh.

But anyway, i heard on the radioa that when school reopens, there will be no CCAs or even assembly for awhile. Cool rightz ! Hahah, i feel so bored right now. Uploaded pictures on facebook, go take a look. Shall blog till now.

Until Next Time.

(Edit)
While reading my archives. Came across this post dated September 28 08, i mention that without thsi two people in my secondary two class i wouldn't be able to survive yeah ? Thinking back now, i realise my secondary two life was way much better without them in my class. Thank God they didn't end up in 2/2 or else my whoel secondary two life would prolly be turned upside down. At least secondary two was one of my best memories in coral. Giid friends, united class, cool teachers. We do things together. Want wrong, wrong together. Esp Racial Harmony Day !

Updated the 'under contruction part and song column as well. Enjoy !

P/S , I miss the times where this particular you will tag my blog frequently with many cheering up phrases, but i guess what happen between won't bring us back to how close we are back in those times. You use to be my priority after oct 2007, now not anymore.
(/Edit)

church camp with awesome kids (jumps.)

2009-06-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hey all. Back from the church camp with way awesome kids and no boring talks. Fantastic resort/rooms/facilities/shuttle buses as well ! What can you say when you have got everythign in the house manz ? Fancy watching the aviva open house in M'sia, like lol. Olympic size swimming pool, table tennis tables, tennis courts, soccer courts, chinese restaurants, wii games, playstation 2, bowling alleys. I feel like i'm advertising some bloody hotel or something. Lol, but the resort for extremely fantastic i tell you.

Shared a resort with n's family and sister. We stayed up late to play card games till after 12 mn, munch on snacks and then go back to sleep. Only managed to buy a pack of chewing gum, but finished it on the last day of retreat. Still have not uploaded pictures yet, but soon there will be a picture-ful post. Adriel and haoyang were like the best kids ever you could ask for. Adirel always clinging on to me, haoyang keeps staring at me when i walk off from him and when i ask him to come, he smiles to brightly and rushes over. Hahaha, i make a good 'sister' to them prolly.

Eye checkup tmr, hope everything would be just fine. No eyedrops or changing of spectacles. Hopefully contacts will do the good for the past few 3/4 years ? Finally, my watch is back to my side after parting for like a week fo so at the repair shop. Damn sad, it was sent to repair twice in less than 12 months.

Feel far from you, but thought i've gotten over you.

behind closed curtains.

2009-06-11T16:19:00.003+08:00

I've bloghopped to so many blogs and have known that New Moon trailer is out. I watched it on huixiu's lj, oh gawd i'm so excited alright. Can't wait can, (jumps around). Lol, i need to go out like seriously. Someone ask me out pleazzze, haven't gone on my shopping spree, haven't completed my homework yet. Plan to do it when i'm back, hope to sneak in boxes of gums ._____.

My mind is like still thinking about the Hannah Montana Movie can, ever since monday. The movie was waaaaaaay awesome can, having the urge to watch it again in cinemas.I can't believe Camren agrees that Lus Till is so effffing HOT aye ? I like his super blue eyes in the show. He should always wear that cowboy hat whereever he goes, he look damn good in it.

Like finally, mum's on the plane on the way back from Japan. I really hope she won't catch the swine flu. I know they changed the name to h1n1 flu. I still think swine flu sounds much nicer though, hope she bought real nice stuff for me. wait till she comes back, i'm so gonna report everything my brother has done. He's such a loser who only resort to biting/hitting/pinching my arms alright. Thank God, he almost broke my finger. With that, i ran out of home for half an hour thn return and locked myself in the room. Lol, he became really nice to me all of a sudden. It worked, plus he changes his attitude every morning. All he does is shout at me when i talk to him nicely. Irritated alright.

I remeber that day i saw luv at bugis, i was so happy canz. Coz i miss her alot okay, of course my dearest clique tooooo. We actually planned to go out on the 9th way before hols started but ended up, i haven't got any news when we are going till now. Really need to refresh myself with them, go hyper, scream, jump, hugs and what nots. I still got the rant to but a damn guitar, hahaha. ^^

Shall end here, haven't got time to use the com lately at home, at my aunt's now fyi. Camera's at home so no pictures for the moment. So long guys :D

From start till the end.

2009-06-09T13:17:00.004+08:00

Hello guys, been long since i last blogger even though its the holidays now. Thats because mom's overseas, dad's working, and then no one at home to let me use the computer. Have been watching movies/drama serials all day long. Bored me out totally alright. Lately, caught two movies : Night At The Musuem 2 & The Hannah Montana Movie. Both were extremely awesome, Hanna Montana was extremeeeeely gooooood i tell you. Lucas Till is way hot hot hot ! Aaron Johnson from Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging toooo ^^ Sweeeeeeet !

I will be away from 14th - 16th of June to attend Church Camp in Malaysia. So long since my last church camp, not really actually :x Hahah, but i do look forward to it as mum says the resort we are staying are definitely much better than the previous one (grins*) That's all for today's post, i'm off to catch more movies on the net. Doodles ~

heading nowhere.

2009-05-28T21:59:00.005+08:00

You can go higher, you can go deeper.

Sometimes i really don't know who to rely on, to share my problems with. Whenever i thought i could rely on someone, they just trampled all over my trust. Seriously idk what went wrong, it is not about how long i can tolerate or enduring it. It about the fact that i don't know what i did wrong to deserve all this kind of shit. Its just so stupid to talk to a wall like a bloody fool. I need someone who really knows me well inside out, and not just to pretend to know me but in actual fact they don't know. It's just so ridiculous to be going through all this for not just one day but months.

Happy belated 15th b'day Ernest.

Screw my report book with more than one C5/6 and an E8.

Screw facebook as well for lagging on me, not even allowing me to sign in, it appears to be the same in the library. Damn, i was viewing photos, it took like so effing long to load one picture -.-
Screw A Maths which is making me damn troubled right now.
Screw eveything.

Countdown to the june holidays: 1 Day :D
Miss luvvvv, ariel and huiying alot.

One look always turn to stares.

2009-05-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it is not how long your relationship lasts,
its the effort and love you put in to make the relationship last.
Quoted: Eudora Koh.

Blog another time, finished xfdjz, bof, ezj2w.
Preparing ptyldnr, slowly guess bah.

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Wo hui lai le !

2009-05-15T17:35:00.003+08:00

Hey people ! Have you guys missed me ? Hahaha, exams have been wearing me out for the past weeks, mugging till late night. Don't even get enough sleep, ugh. Its just so annoying, i just hope can score well for the papers. But my fingers are crossed manz. Pray hard luh, next week then can get back results i think ? Yay, no school till tuesday. Jealous right, but i think i will end up sleeping at home. Although my girls asked me out on monday to go celebrate sihui's birthday at swensens and ecp. But i am still pondering if i want to go anot coz its quite a distance y'know.

I feel damn satisfied after finishing my show, hahahahahaha. So effing happy, completely head over heels over yijeong. Watched it twice since, and going to catch it on tv again tomorrow, so total thrice. Went to buy the disc which caused me 40 bucks. Completely broke already and i still have to go think of presents to buy for luv and j's birthday. So fan nao, thinking of something which is memorable but but but may cost me a bomb. Want to make something unique this year for them.

Yesterday, i felt so proud of myself as i finally learnt to let go. Hahaha, things that don't belonged to me, shouldn't cling on to it. All those stuffs are all gone from my room, phone, heart. Happppppppppppppppy, and contented ! I even went to the extend to erase everything i scribbled on my table with permanent marker by using nail polish remover. Clever ain't i, now my table loooks so clean uh.

Its been so long since i last blogged, missed here sooooo much. But unfortunately so least people tagged D: Sad sad sad sad. For the past weeks, went through many things, maybe not many but a few. Firstly, Ernest out of the blue sent me a text apologising to me for the past. Rofl, i was stunned coz i completely forgot about what happened le. So well, yeah. Hahaha. Secondly, I was so nervous about my A Maths paper okay. Eileen's blog wrote that she failed it. I really want to know how i did lah. Curiousity + Anxiety = Splitting Headaches.

Just a few days back, i caught The Ramen Girl with mum. Effing nice show i tell ya, agree with j that she rates it 3/5. Myabe i would rate it 3.5/5. The next movie i am going to catch it Night at The Museum 2. For sure, since caught the first one which i thought was worth the watch, so therefore i'm gna watch it.

I feel so annoyed when people keeps spamming me with those irritating spam messages on msn. Like what slimming pills which is so cheap, naughty pictures. Wonder what messenger is up to nowadays. Blenda keeps sending those messages and her msn keeps signing in on its own then logs out later. Which i think is some virus thing, annoying -.-

Oh wow, i have typed so long already. So now for what i did today, went to school early in the morning. Walked with Everything, chat and gossiped a little. I feel bad ._. , hahaha. Then proceeded for exmas at auditorium which i thought was cold to the core. I have got a jacket in my bag but i don;t really want to use it. Paper was alright, finished it in 40 minutes and went to sleep. Only to be woken up by the 9.00 school bell, thanks alot. After that headed to ws with luv and uben, oh and cheryl too. We know what we are thinking right ? Then headed home, bathed then tv ! Hawhaw, till about 12.30 then prepared to meet my girls. Still i was late to meet them, but wuanling was even later. Huiying was latest!

Headed down to dte/ehub for lunch. Lunched at pastamania. Huiying, me and brenda actually wanted to wait for the student's special thing to start before ordering but we were tired of waiting lah. Ate, gosspied with Ariel, Brenda and luv. Lol, so much thing to talk about for that topic, lol. I feel doubly evil now .___. Then finished eating, wandered around then went to dte shop - tea valley. Took photos, huiying did smth. Then left for ws, wanted to take neoprint since it was so long since we last took neoprint. But but, the most angry part was that we waited so long for the people to come out, but guess what. The shop aunty said that we have to let this two groups of girls go first as they came first and waited very long too. Then i was like where got such thing one, we stood here for so long but yet they were playing those arcade games, then how can you say that they came first.

Ridiculous can, she even pasted masking tape on the hole that allows you to place coins into the machine. We were damn pissed off alright, the people inside i also don't know what the hell they were doing inside which took them so long. Nevermind luh, then went down to the sofa place, huiying did smth again. Talked awhile, then ariel, wuanling, dawn, brenda and me left for home. Fun day i could say coz its been so long since we all had so much fun together, love them to the core. Pictures will be uploaded on fb, so if you all want the pictures please take them from fb alright :D

Till then.

Partially on hiatus.

2009-04-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

May not be blogging here often aready. But do continue to tag or drop a note at 66thavenue.livejournal.com (Please don't relink bcoz i am not changing blog but just moving there for a while thats all.)

Oh yeah, the picture above is the only group photo taken after 3 years of solid friendship with my girls. Weird ain't we, but they are the best of all. Makes me happy nevertheless my day. ^^ Went jogging around the circle of blocks, damn relaxing and my legs pratically went jelly during my third round. Mind you, its the same distace as the 2.4km i am running at school, er around there lah. Dosen't matter, its just so relaxing although so tiring and i felt so sweaty. Mum's nagging (hate that), which means i better go now. Jiayous for Black Belt Grading for the next two days. You can do it manz (F) !

Bye today, do drop me a note on 66thavenue.lj.com alright ? Tqs ^^

Don't want to anymore.

2009-04-16T21:52:00.004+08:00

Today was a pretty alright day i guess. After school, actually planned to do duty till 5pm but then mum text me to tell me that she decided to catch a movie today. So signed out at 3.35 and headed home only to know that the movie was at 4.30. So headed to t1 to get my Auntie Anne's (L), i eat it like at least 4 times a week. Hahaha, imma gna become a fat ~~pig~~ cat. Then headed home and rushed out with di to tmal. Cycled di on the bike, damn tiring canz. Caught the movie Handsome Suit. Omgawd, the moive is very nilarious and very worth it. Recommended if you are in love or you're ugly & pretty ! So touching can the movie, di laughed so loud i actually told him to shut up.

Should be doing my makeup duty and duty tomroow till 5pm making i unable for me to go for extra training session tmr at 6pm. Taekwondo grading on Saturday & Sunday. Nervous cause its black belt test alright !!! Very scared halfway i forgot everything, heehee.

I hate it when you're always like that. Why always you like to make me happy for a moment then just drown all my happiness even faster then how you can make me happy. I hate it when people smile and they don't mean it at all. (not finger-pointing at anyone), it irks me real badly.

And ohya, something interesting about today. I slept throughout Ms Lim's lesson :B Many people slept okay, not only me. While i was so deep sleeping, irritating hern hui shake my table so hard and shouted wake up so loudly that he broke my sleep. Then i went back to sleep after that only to hear Ms Lim calling my name wanting to ask me a question. I woke up, stare at her and then went back to sleep. Woah, first time i tired until can go back to sleep even when teacher asking question uhs. But really felt exhausted luhz.

Recap through my years in Coral. Some random shitxz lah kay, you want read anot up to ya. Some friendships passed and go, new friends i made. Old friends moved on while i moved on without them as well. any feuds between friends, some settled some not. Not sastisfied with 3 people, but they don't know it. Cause i kept it to myself, i think 1 knows already. This week, someone had been a real eyesore to me. Lucky, this is my own secret. Nobody knows, neh ni poo poo neh.

Bye, emas are round the corner means i won't be posting for long till mid-may.
So long, i'll be back soon. Don't miss me ya ? Hahaha ! :D

66thavenue.livejournal.com

You never keep your promises.

2009-04-11T22:36:00.006+08:00

Start from yesterday alright ? Yesterday morning went to church and then out with wuanling to get our IC photo taken and i think i look pretty okay bah. After that we spent quite a sum of time at Toy 'R' Us to get her cousin birthday present. Cause she couldn't decide on which present to buy while i held on to the tamagotchi paper for so long. After we bought our stuffs, went to t1 to get my water bottle. So lovely, i like :D The place so crowded like packed sardines can. Maybe going there on monday before tuition. Hopefully can manage to step into uniqlo to check out the clothes there. After that, met Jaclyn and Gary at Tampines mrt. After j came, went to tanah merah to meet Gary's church friends. Then headed off to Singapore Expo for Stephen Tong's talk.

Talk was pretty okay. Learnt the purpose of God's coming. Was taught that Jesus came not to be served but to serve others. But towards the end feeling kinda weird maybe cause of the msg, and sleepy maybe cause i woke up at 7am in the morning. Very sleepy, camwhored with j while waiting for her dad. Let her read my first page of the book gary gave me. Felt really emo then, heh.

Today went for tuition without jaslyn cause she was sick. Oh dear, eat more panadol my dear panadol. Tuition was so stress, cause i didn't know how to do my homework. A Maths sure fail le lah Edr. Then met luv at Simei to buy ingredients for baking. Then head to huiying house. Baked, cookies were unsuccessful except for kim's one. Thank God. Baked for a few hours and i smell like butter and flour. Cupcakes were awesome, yonghao/jekee/uben better appreciate our hardwork.

Happy 15th Birthday Yonghao & Uben in adv !

Kinda pissed off right now, idk why i'm pissed off over that. Thanks uh sj dad, for naming one of your vodka Lady Eudora. Uh huh, i'm pissed off bcoz of that. I don't like it like seriously, argh ! Plus my mood this few days are all on the verge of crying only that i never show out only. Kept looking at my phone every now and then just to wait for you to reply my msges but it only leads to me sleeping late and falling asleep while waiting. You broke two of your promises you made to me, i don't know if i can trust you yet again.

Sorry dinosaur for showing attitude towards you.

Need to talk to Wenzx, where ya go love ?

I believe in one day.

2009-04-09T20:40:00.004+08:00

( ni shi wo xin li de traffic jam) - quoted wenzx.

xi huan ni dui zhe wo xiao de yang zi .

(xi wang ni neng qu szechuan.)

2009-04-08T21:04:00.005+08:00

zhe ji tian, wo hen gao xing he hyper. bu zhi dao wei shen me, ke neng shi yin wei ni de yuan gu. xie xie ni mei tian dou neng gou rang wo you yi dian dian de kai xing de shi guang. kan dao ni hyper, wo zi ran ye bian de hen hyper le. xi wang ni ye ke yi qu june hols de szechuan trip. ♥

You know why i typed the above paragraph in han yu pin yin ? That's bcoz ytd while talking with wenzx on msn, we started han yun pin yin typing spree. Hence, my title for the day and the above paragraph is typed in han yu pin yin. Not trying to be racists or what, just think its coool. Have been in a rather good mood for the past few days, thanks to you i think. And also my dearest Ethan Wong !!!

Tkd tday was probably the best of all best i tell you. We were divided into three group of 4 each, and i was given the taekwondo team (same as last week), and actually bryan was in my group and ethan was in jhk team. So i demanded a swap in the both of them. Reluctantly, bryan had to move, he wanted to change with another guy for me to be in the jhk team. But of course with Ethan in my group, i would never change luh can ! He was so happy/ecstatic when Ms Bek agreed the swap. I was damn happpppppppy canz !!! Then today overall my tem won ! Good job to Leah, Benjamin & of course my dearest Ethan. Happy to the max okay, but afterwards, my thighs started to hurt furiously, like my muscles suddenly became so effing tight that i couldn't stand/kneel/squat, i had to lie down. Ms Bek then helped to massaged my thighs a little and it became better, but i couldn't squat or kneel till now. Sit is can but damn pain, thank god i was able to be home before 9. Lovexzcxz Ethan Wong alot, 5 more days to his birthday wor !

Going take ic photo with wuan, thn aftermath will go meet up with Jaclyn and Gary for Stephen Tong's bu dao hui. Talking about John this time round, excited :D Hope my ic photo would turn out nice, cause the ic would stay with me for years manz ! Today history lesson was rather interesting for the first time, watch a movie which i thought was kinda okay ? Wenzx was rather mooody today, cheeer up love :)

Happy 15 B'day Lim Huixiu, hope you like the present and card :D

Xuan: i lovexzcxz alot tooooo (R), cheer up aye ?

I love Wenzxzxzxz

2009-04-07T20:25:00.003+08:00

166.121.36.12
To this particular person, i think maybe you are the stupidest person on earth to spam me with so many different names but yet the same IP Address. If you think i suck, and that you don't like me, thn you should jolly well just leave me alone bcoz of the fact that i did not interfere with your life. I wouldn't care how much you hate me but i know my friends are not this kind of person to spam me with useless messages that obviously would not affect my emotions. If you think my friends are that effing nothing better to do, thn you jolluy well just go know them better. I wouldn't bother if you want to continue spamming me, all i would do is continue deleting the messages. Its that simple, just think before you do. I think you are just plain childish.

Enough with the childish behaviour from one particular person. Start with last saturday alright ? Bbq wasn't as good as i thought it would be, emo-ed my way through. Sorry everyone. Thanks to : Esthery, Gary, Marcus, Justin, Wenzx, Olivia, Wenxian, Yeukhang, Yiwei. Sorry for spoiling your moods. After shring stuffs with meow, mood started getting better. I guess maybe you just don't like to talk to me thats all. So i won't put much hope in you already le. And hor someone got drunk, damn funny luh i tell ya ! Sang birthday song for Justin, packed up and headed home with meow. Thanks for accompanying me to cycle (for you) the long long distance while hearing me rant. Thank God, i managed to catch the last train home :D So relieved canz, then walked home slowly thinking of so many stuffs. Prayed to god about all my problems and the next day i got peace for one whole sunday.

Today went to Temasek Poly to visit their 10 storey high library. Damn big luhz, got cable tv and audio visual some more. The school lso big enough that you can get lost while finding your way to somewhere. Then while heading back to the bus, i thought my toenail was about to come off. Lmao, it hurt alot canz. Today's 2.4km run was pretty okay, quite satisfied although wasn't very good timing. At least better thn last week de, jera say she keep wanting to vomit while running. Take care babe.

Lastly, regarding today's title. I like to zxczxczxczxczxczxczxcz with wenzx ! Love her to the max manz ! Cheer up babe, na xie er xin de zhi shi zu ai jiao tong er yi. Yao ji de, wo hen ai ni worshzxzxczx !

Tomorrow is Lim Huixiu's Birthday ! ♥

JusTin: Don't mention.
Estheryap: Good.
Carmen: Just thinking only :D
xuan: xie xie ni.
huiying: wasn't you guys, some others.
cloudwx: don't mention, haha.
xuan: I will break her limbs ! Cheer up, they just block your traffic jam only.
huixiu: Yes !!! Omgawd, tmr your birthday !!!

miss 2/2 alot and i mean it !!!

2009-04-04T16:57:00.003+08:00

Maybe fairytales never existed.
Bbq is gna be a blast later one. Excited !!
Off to pack my stuffs to meet my girls :D

Can you say something to cheer me up ?

2009-04-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

Yes, very unhappy/sad.
Thanks huiying, gary, brenda for trying to cheering me up.
And Ethan Wong as well :D Tkd was real fun with ya, you cute little boy.
Saving money to buy you your tamagotchi lehz !

Guess you all don't like me to be around you all.
I may be transparent to you all, but still you all are my friends even if you guys didn't talk to me for the whole of today.

Shall post picture of me and ethan on next post, promise.
Miss you alot. Lovexzcxz !

Lone and alone.

2009-03-31T20:41:00.003+08:00

Today is probably an emo day.
Today is probably the worst day of my life.
Today wasn't the day for me.
Today isnt like last friday and saturday.
Today i feel like apologising to her.
Today, but yet i read her blog.
Today she made me feel like i'm in the wrong when she didn't ask for facts.
Today, i just hate today.
Today i need to talk to you badly.
Today, i need to hear something nice from you.
Today i need to hear that name.
Today only once.
Today was a total crap !

This week would be a very hectic and unhappy one.
Curse of the number 30, i knew something like this would happen with that blooooody date starting on the first day of the week. Shitxz. And also, thanks Brenda for hearing me rant, complain and talk this two days, you know i'm in a very low and unhappy mood and still you kept trying to cheer me up. Maybe some things just cannot be said with words but still i want to express my love for you with the following two words: Lovecxzxzxz ya !